I've changed

Alguns dias atrás perguntava-me se apesar de tudo, simplesmente vivi da melhor maneira que soube, se simplesmente fazia de mim um homem… mas afinal o que é ser homem? Eu não quero ser um homem, eu quero que a criança que está a nascer agora com o tempo simplesmente continue, que os sonhos que eu sonho acordado simplesmente aconteçam, para isso, eu vou continuar na minha luta diária, luta que no final do dia é mais um prazer… Hoje simplesmente voltei a um dia, a uma hora, e simplesmente me perguntei como se vivi, como viver a vida quando ao nosso lado está algo de negro que nos invade e consume, hoje simplesmente encontrei a resposta para todas as minhas perguntas, que nunca ninguém soube responder, que ninguém soube me explicar, hoje eu sei como viver, como dar o próximo passo.

Living my life again
Swept away by the wind
I've changed
Taken time to rearrange

E será que tudos vão gostar das mudanças?

A perfect chapter laid to rest

Never feared for anything,
Never shamed but never free
Alive to hear the broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart
With all that I could

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay
You can stay awake forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away...

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong enough despite
But I'll see you

You'll let me

Your pain is gone, your hands are tied

So far away
And I need you to know

So far away
And I need you to

Need you to know

R.I.P 10/09/2004

I have lived the best I can

Does this make me a man?