Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface,
Consuming, confusing,
This lack of self control I fear is never ending,
Controlling
I can't seem
To find myself again,
My walls are closing in,
(Without a sense of confidence,
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before,
So insecure

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real,

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me,
Distracting, reacting,
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection,
It's haunting,
How I can't seem,
To find myself again,
My walls are closing in,
(Without a sense of confidence,
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before,
So insecure...

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal,
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real...(2x)

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface,
Consuming,Confusing what is real...
This lack of self control I fear is never ending,
Controlling, Confusing what is real...

This is my December.
This is my time of the year.
This is my December.
This is all so clear.

This is my December.
This is my snow covered home.
This is my December.
This is me alone.

And I...
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed.
And I...
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that.
And I...
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed.
And I...
Take back all the things that I said to you.

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to.

This is my December.
These are my snow covered dreams.
This is me pretending.
This is all I need.

And I...
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed.
And I...
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that.
And I...
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed.
And I...
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to.

This is my December.
This is my time of the year.
This is my December.
This is all so clear.

Give it all away...
Just to have somewhere to go to.
Give it all away....
To have someone to come home to.